the moment in between reality and the portrait. 

the beauty in nature can resuscitate you from the darkest places. if only for a moment.

take these moments and use them to bring yourself back to life. being alive takes resilience.

confusion & imagination

as he lay there totally awake, glaring upward vacantly, this is what he sees. his body is still but internally he is frantic.

asking himself questions that he cannot answer. this continues for hours until his mind is exhausted and he finally drifts away.

fear is destroying him slowly.

presenting yourself to the world is all about personal choice. or is it?

we are all looking for an identity to conform to. it’s part of what humans do. then media, film and TV guide us on how to fit in according to what we are.

where do you fit? how are you presenting yourself today and why?

i walked more than a mile in my shoes. this is where our journey parted ways. its important to be thankful for what we have and the people in our lives, but also to recognise when change is required.

2017

postit note from a confidant, circa mid 2000’s - found it the other day. my definition of ‘making it’ has changed many times over the years. i’m still on my journey. i’m yet to make it.

love is freedom. 

i took a shortcut through the cemetery. only to realise there was no way out except for the entrance. looking at the dates on the gravestones, we are only here for a short period. who will remember us when we are gone? what impact did we have? 

i never look before i leap. i need to work harder now.

absolutely no regrets.

damaged but adorable. damaged but acceptable. damaged. who the fuck cares. its beautiful.

fixer upper or perfectly aged?

vivid colours 

what come next? 

Narine Kagramanyan - IMG Models

lunch with….

narine kagramanyan - img models

‘freedom’s what you choose to do with what’s been done 2u.’

“The pursuit of love seemed to need the cultivation of indifference.”

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Amsterdam August 2019